Talk not of leaving me

Give me toxin fatal enough to take millions lives,
Give me curses effective enough for seven generations,
Give me slap painful enough
To view stars during the day;
But talk not of deserting me
In this wintery freezing cold!
Give me tortures more and more, more and more
Make me hopeless for today and always,
Give me a reason to be a fool
But talk not of leaving me!
Within your thoughts, my dawn breaks
Within you my dusk falls.
Go far from me, go away.
But take me with you,
Fly away to the heaven,
Thrash me hard,
But talk not of leaving me!