Love leaves not a stubborn

Once upon a time,i used to be a man with craze at heart;a man with a lovely feelings for someone my heart would whisper the name of.I used to be a man,to be infatuated to a person who would make me feel i was the happiest soul with him/her.The attachment and the closeness that would rule my life used to make me who i was not. Infact everyone who is in love feels the same-the childish phenomenon.No matter,how strong and stubborn a man may be to his family and friends,there is no one who has not cried for love. Whether it is an unrequited love or the broken love,the kind of feelings one will undergo is the same-the same part of the brain reacts on this;The same neurotransmitter plays the role.

Well,my life has no better story to please my offspring yet i have the experience of being rejected and rejecting.I couldn't love the one who loved me.I couldnot make the who love me happy for i had a different aim in life.
I loved the one who never loved me and remained the unhappiest soul for sometime.Unrequited love hurts as much as the broken one does.Unrequited love gives the same extent of feeling as does the requited one.I am not the person who cannot love.I am not the person who can be loved either.I am not smart,nor am i fair like many are.I am a man who seek to love and be loved.I am man who always want to have a life long love.

In my life,unlike many people,fate has supported me.My dark complexion didn't deserve a person i loved.May be i was too choosy that i endless looked for someone i never deserved.May be my throat was too small for a bone to travel through.I tended to love someone fair in complexion. May be this made her think it was a great insult for her beauty.I know when someone uglier than us say he/she loves us,we feel low.Same thing happened to me.I am a rejected lover in life and that fate has always supported me this way.Some time in life,i used to feel lonely and left out.At times i used to curse my fate for being a jinx.Many a times, i used to hate myself for not getting the love of some one i felt for.No matter if i fell head over heel to a someone i chose,i was always rejected,

Today,i stand here,with a strong heart and as a matured person.I am 25 years old with all sorts of feelings-feelings of a lover,of a son,of a friend and a student.I feel blessed with the experiences and the absence of craze.I thank god and the fate for molding me.Even what we think bad at some point of life happens for good reason.I thank those people who made were not ready to accept my love.They have taught me that unrequited love is not the beginning of pain but the end of craze and the immatured feelings.I have learned through the broken lovers and the unrequited ones that love is not everything for a man,that a life isnot incomplete without a girl to love.I have learned finding happiness in being oneself,in being the lover of the parents.I have learned to feel the true love of the parents and give them the same.i have learned that the best way to say we have true love beyond distance and time,it is by the absence of lovers.
We have parents in whom the world's true love exists.We,as sons,have a responsibility to think about our parents,understand their true love and the way we cry for a girl,have a duty to shed tears to feel them as our god.We have parents to call every night and day and be a hero in their eye.When we are in pain and anguish,we never utter "my wife,chidren or friends,"we say ama,apa" i am in problem.
No matter how strong we are in reality,love weakens everyone.