When fate was not with me, there was no hope left. It felt as though I was just chasing a shadow that trickled my vision. The further one step I would take, the extra two steps forward it would go. My hopes and desires continued but my dreams would never come true. I followed tirelessly after the expectations that beckoned me form proximity. Perhaps, I was nearing the point where the destination of my quest. Perhaps, I had a long way to move on before I fainted with weariness. I gave up! I surrendered myself to reality. I woke up from my slumber to embrace the real world.
It was those wonderful times that had brought us closer.
A year has passed now. Heavy at heart I recollect those times when we were more
than just friends. I was mad for her love. My craze drove me crazier each day I
saw her. It was a piece of good news for me to be in her vicinity. A privilege that
I would consider being bestowed upon me by the God. Just a mere voice I would
hear of her would make my heart beat rapidly. My day would be made with her
voice being heard. I was madly in love with her.
Today, we are apart before even becoming nearer the
way we wanted to be. We are far away both in distance and feelings. We are like
the bank of a river flowing parallel to each with our own contents. Although at
times, just disappearing in her thoughts and imagination makes me relaxed but with
the hopeless heart, I move on. Indeed there is no other ways than this, too.
With the convictions that one day I will be eligible for a happiness that I have
ever been waiting for, I let go of my life.
Perhaps better is written on my forehead. Perhaps
nothing is written! Whatsoever may be the consequences, I shall wait, not for
her but for a better day. I shall wait for a day destiny will unfold its secrets.
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