Where shall i find you?

Where shall i find you?
In the monotony of morning wind
that kisses my physic with its chill?
Or shall i seek you in the cold sun of
early morning that does but injustice?
Perhaps,your adieu is explicit in the
Perishing dew of late winter morning!
Perhaps your departure is voiced by
The falling leaves of autumn's opponent!
Hither and thither i rush and stop to think
where you could be but find you nowhere;
Not even in the sweetness of my nightmare,
Or in the cruelty of my dire reality_you are gone!
Where shall i find you now?
Nowhere around,nowhere !